It's been over a year since I last updated this and it seems a lot has happened and then aging everything's the same. I moved from Espoo to Kokkola in August and have been living mundane life closer to my family and away from the poisonous person I dreaded seeing in the South, even if it wasn't likely we'd cross paths but still. My older sister gave birth to a beautiful little girl, Ava, in mid-August and yesterday was my mothers mothers 80th birthday. That's pretty much it for 2012 as far as I can think of right now. I'm trying to get accustomed to normal daily rhythm and am taking part in kind of a youth recovery program for unemployed youth and it seems fine so far. By the end of January I hope I'll be properly working. If not, I think I have some decent (professional) people I can talk about my future with.
I rarely make any resolutions for the coming year but this time I wish I could be more happy and content with life. I wish I would stop automatically thinking 'ok this seems fine but what's gonna go wrong', you know? I wish happiness and health for my family and people close to me. For the
others, I wish maybe this year you will realize what utter cunts you are/have been. I know life has been rough for you, it has been for me as well, but you don't see me going around fucking people over. Also I hope you will never have to go through what you did to me. May you get what karma deems appropriate.
Thank you 2012, welcome 2013.
